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混七参八的意思是 想到啥 说啥 不带责任  不带主题

嗨 距离上一次的阿部 已经不记得了哟

感觉经历了好多事

难过了好多事  开心过了好多事

不记得难过的事 很好

现在听着海浪声  很解压 很舒服

我很喜欢大海  因为听了这个海浪的声音 我也了解到

我喜欢大海 除了它是蓝色  除了一望无际的海浪很包容

另外就是那海浪拍打在沙滩上的声音很舒雅

也有人喜欢听雨声 这些大自然的声音

混浑浊浊的过了非常忙碌的五月 出BONUS & AI 

很压力 很压力 很怕给多/ 给错

我正式升级 前面加多一个 senior 在前面

我只能说现在才达到 market price 

一开始觉得没什么 过后觉得我自己应该感恩 

因为以还没三年的经验来说  我应该可以算快了吧？ 

去年九月接下这个岗位 一开始的不自信

到现在很自信的跑完 三家 directors 的门

本来就很凶外，现在更自信了 :P 

HELLO SHUT UP LAH

我是个很低调的人 我敢说其他部门的人是不知道 其实是我在处理这些Pay 的

工作依然很累 很头疼 依然加班 不过我有尽量回得比较早一些

很累人 很他妈的 Hello 你加我 好像被你挤得干干的

为什么那些在meeting 滑手机的人 不叫他坐做 Meeting minutes 

我够忙了okay 为什么那些人在Office 时间一直按手机 滑手机 玩游戏

还好是有眼睛的

很多个为什么 很多个心累 

还好我真的也不是个容易对付的人 

告诉自己 这都是成长 

i have a lot of space for improvement. 

SO, FINE. SHUT UP AND CONTINUE YOUR WORKS OKAY?

DEAR SURROUNDS, I consider a fast working man okay? 

I cleared my workloads so fast! 

Hey, Do you know how many workers I hired in just 1 month? 

In total, 8 staff! All directly most and indirectly through my hands! 

Do you know how tough/ hard my works? 

Because you know why? Their pace is so fast! 

I know I staying in a circumstance or environment they leading fast

But I really non-stop on working in my working time. 

Settled the outsider, discussion, advice and left only the after office hours just have my own me working time. 

Imagine how much stress I dealed with

One day, really felt desperate after being questioned. 

Totally don't wanna talk to someone and please let me calm and be quiet 

I really down and disappointed and drafting my resignation letter

That's was the time before the AI and promotion. 

My title became Senior at front. Although not yet Executive, 

But I understand also, my working experience also just not fulfill 3 years. 

Actually, sometimes I realize someone who holding long/ more experience doesn't indicate the ability

Now I know. 

让我好好想想 有什么值得开心的时间

亲爱的自己 请让自己快乐起来

那天拿了bonus 的钱 去买了ipad 欢迎大黑加入我的苹果家族

还有手表也是那天特地去接了 还下大雨 free 的 申请卡 不过等了四个月才有消息

I don't know what I need to do, what I want

what I desire? 

Actually, I know what I want, but not now. 

Let's the merry round and round.

Some people may ask, what? why you still single? 

It is not your home business okay. Normally I will just answer because not yet meet the right person. 

For me, it doesn't have the right age for marriage, Is the right person to marry. 

I am not rushing for a relationship. I know people around me may think, hey, why you still single? 

I always smile and answered, LOL, no one around me, how to get in relation? 

And another reason, I don't prefer online dating apps. I do not really believe people just through a screen. 

Is not so true compare to reality. I rather or prefer face-to-face communication. 

I am not such people that need your text or call at every single moment. 

Just contact each other when free or when available will do

I seldom reply to message during my working hour. Yes, because of my super busy schedule. 

We just need our own space for breath and spend quality time just between us in real life. 

I maybe not a good Girl Friend as maybe in someone's sight I am a workaholic? 

Hello, responsible and workaholic are different terms okay? 

I am responsible for my job because of the TMD deadline and TMD instructions that have to follow. 

I enjoying life with relaxable activities like watching, playing games, hiking, and exercise (seldom :p)

If you ask me, do you looking forward to a relationship? 

Yes, Sure! Why not? I just not yet meet the right one. 

I believe when that day comes, I will know his characteristics and what is his look I like. 

And still Yes, still can't reject for the spec guy.

Maybe God knows I am too kind to reject people. (:P)

So he doesn't arrange someone who I don't like. 

WHO KNOW? （shrug）

Oh yah! Because of DAHEI joined me, so I start watching National Geography! 

Hey, stop thinking wah this is so not you! 

We subscribed to Netflix and Disney+

What a waste we did not watch much of these documentary programms! 

I quite curious on the MAYA Civilization, The Mummy and etc. Oh! One name I recently prefer - EL CASTILO

Sound nice right!

I think hor, if some of my friends ask me what you watch recently? 

I answered "National Geography" they 100% shock and not believe 1. 

Hahaha. 

For me, I love to give people surprise and love to see unpredictable faces. 

Nothings

Just want to write some things while charging my laptop who died in low battery and sudden shutdown just now. 

Bye and Happy Birthday in advance to me

Dear nini, please stay strong and remain the smile on your face okay? 

Be positive in your thinking (not in your swab test result HAHAHAHA)

Treat people nicely, happily, and think more about people's shoes. 

That's all, at the moment. 

Remember, By happy Bring Lucky.